it smells like cheese in my room..

okay, so i guess i did know that he was going to be playing gears of war ALL DAY. doesn't mean he can't take 5 mins out of his day to realize he's hungry and eat the home made soup i made for him right?

i know. i know when you do nice things for people, you're not supposed to expect anything in return..but hey i like to know that he thinks my cooking is OKAY so that i won't be afraid to cook for him again! this is the first time kay?!! .. sigh lol maybe he gets the hint that i anticipated some sort of reaction.. ? haha im crazy. sigh.. lesson learned.

a day at a time.

quiet mornings & coffee.

this is what i was made for <3

gonna finish this degree my way (:

these bubbles, they're making me float

abort abort mission.

i keep bleeding, i keep keep bleeding love

there's no glitter in the gutter

i'm alright come on baby i've seen all the demons that you got

if you're not alright now come on baby i'll pick you up and take, take you where you want

anywhere you want

after four years of university..

you should maybe have figured out that i do not plan to screw my last year before i can receive my degree.

GET OUT OF MY HAIRS.

and trust me..

i want you to catch it

your actions speak so loud

.. one day i want your voice to speak it too

notes to remember

first day of my last year of school

i think i need a good cry or something

I'm stressed. Yup. I feel like everything needs to be done and I'm in this whirlwind of... Things to do? Sigh schools coming up and I'm scared that I haven't learned a thing this past summer and the family wedding is just increasing everyones anxiety and everyone is getting on each others nerves. I just want to run into a safe corner away from these big people and take a big breather because I don't want to fail. And I go and live in bliss. This summer has been bliss. I woke up this morning and thought to myself this is going to be a tough ten months. Sigh