i want you to catch it

your actions speak so loud

.. one day i want your voice to speak it too

notes to remember

first day of my last year of school

i think i need a good cry or something

I'm stressed. Yup. I feel like everything needs to be done and I'm in this whirlwind of... Things to do? Sigh schools coming up and I'm scared that I haven't learned a thing this past summer and the family wedding is just increasing everyones anxiety and everyone is getting on each others nerves. I just want to run into a safe corner away from these big people and take a big breather because I don't want to fail. And I go and live in bliss. This summer has been bliss. I woke up this morning and thought to myself this is going to be a tough ten months. Sigh

so happy i could die

Is it too soon to make a list?

Cuddle time
Quatchi time
Personality
You have ur own backbone
Considerate
Easy going
How you're not whipped over me
Tall
Funny
Cute
Weird
...
There's probably a lot I can list. But I'm just glad within this amnt of time I've grown to realize that I shouldn't compare u to the past. You're the future I've always wanted so here's to hoping and trying. (:

<3

2 yrs

OMG ITS THE TWO YR ANNIVERSARY OF THIS BLOG TMR!

haha im kinda excited i kept up.. kinda sorta.. maybe not as much as should have.. we'll have a little chat later shall we? we shall :)

echos

I'm screaming and noones listening

awake in the night

I'm supposed to be stupid okay? Love? Is that what you call it? It makes me stupid .. I get mad when I feel scared and insecure and I don't know why. Okay?

I'm scared. That's why I do stupid shit like this.