a wise person once said "a warm body, is better than no body"

this is why i can't commit.

i don't know who to trust. the nice guy who knows what i like, and knows how to make me smile, but doesn't know how to get his life together, or the guy who just uses friendship for what he sees is worth it but has been there since the beginning. actually, i know who to trust. i just tend to rely on the other when one lets me down. how sad is that? that's why i can't have a boyfriend. because i let myself live in this tunnel of whateverthefuckyouwannacallit and complain, and fight with myself because i don't know if i'm happy or not. as with the rest of the world, i'm just going to let nature run it's course.