Friday, October 9, 2009

true story.

here's a little story about a cute little couple that i know.

How they found each other, I do not know.. But what I know, is that they found each other. They met a very long time ago. However they met, it was a blind meeting. Blind. They fell in love blinded.. With no sense of sight. But they fell in love with their other senses. They wrote letters. Letters of joy, letters of sadness... Letters of love. They met, they married. They travelled. One daughter. A dog. He loved her. He loves her. She loves him. He yells. She cries. He smiles. They smile. He calls her spoiled. She loves him. He will do anything for her. He watches football. She gardens. They have an adventure. They live. They grow old. They settle. He forgets. She loses weight. Their hairs turn. He is in denial. She has pain. He gets lost. She is confused. But he loves her. She loves him. Their daughter visits. She is happy. He is happy. Their daughter leaves. She complains. He is confused. She cannot get up. He says she is okay. She sits. All day. She sits. He loses things. Not her though. He will not lose her. She goes to the hospital. Finally. He goes with her. She is bleeding. He will not leave her. He fights. To be together. They let him stay. Stay with her. Because he loves her. And she loves him. He wrote a book. About their love. He won't lose her. He won't. She won't lose him. She won't. They're moving. To a safer place. .. But they stay together. Because they only have each other.

~ this isn't the notebook.. It's real life. Real love.
UPDATE: .. she is dying.. ):

- j

Thursday, October 8, 2009

happy happy.



i was bored.

- j


Tuesday, October 6, 2009

lovers are losing.

i found my keane cd the other day and decided to give it another go.. i must say.. listening to it a second time is a charm. now.. i can't stop listening to it! whyyy did i delay listening to this record for soo long! boo :(


"you take the pieces of the dreams that you had, cause you dont like the way they seem to be going. you cut them up and spread them out on the floor, you're full of hope as you begin rearranging. put it all back together, but anyway you look at things, looks like, the lovers are losing."

this song + spiralling are my must haves for my daily commute everyday. ahh. music.. you are amazing. lol .. i guess i should start listening to the rest of the cd soon... mmMmm. happy days!

- j

Sunday, October 4, 2009

ice cream

Gods throwing you snow balls and you're looking for that one ice cream scoop.. But you keep on getting snow balls.
- L2 on waiting for the right guy.

-j

thiis brings the lolz.

C: You should not pursue I

D: But he's soo cool

C: You should pursue O. You will never have to worry!

D: Whyy! he's not coool

C: But you had a huge crush on him AND you made out with him several times

D: so.. I don't care!

C: sluuuuttty.

D: No. I don't want to wake up every morning and go "ahhh fuuuck".

- j

Saturday, October 3, 2009

past revisited.

so yesterday the plan was to stay at home and rest, but since I originally planned to stop by a party with L (and deliver her to the birthday boy haa haa haa) I decided to go.

The birthday boy is S. You may remember him from previous posts such as "first the worst". Well S is a good friend of the X, and most of the people at the party are all friends that I hung around with (before) and while I was dating X. Anyways.. I'm happy to say that things between me and X aren't awkward. I do miss him sometimes, mostly us hanging out.. But as a boyfriend.. We honestly aren't as compatible as I initially thought.

Before I left the party, I made my rounds to say goodbye. When I got to X, he gave me a hug.. And sorta held me for a bit and saying thank you to me for caring about his mom. And then he kissed me on the cheek. Aww. He was also intoxicated..

I was pretty.. Surprised by him doing that. But I was happy that he took my caring to heart. I told him that I was working in the hospital one day and in one of the patients room I saw a card. It was the same card that I gave X's mom a while back.. And after that, I kept on thinking about her. Really.. Cause one of the things I miss the most is his mom because she's such wonderful person.

This morning I couldn't get the past out of my head. It was so good to see everyone.. And even more amazing that me and X can get along so well. Mmm I hope that me and X will still be friends.. Even close ones if he decided to open up. If there's someone that I could be there for he's definitely one of those people.

Thanks for convincing me to go L. The first step to love is definitely showing a girl to your room.. So.. I guess we'll have to see what S does as the second step for you. Bwahaha. juuuuuust keeeding. ;)

- j

Friday, October 2, 2009

take care.

Why I am up and blogging I do not know... But word of advice.. Take care of yourselves! Drink lots of water, eat healthy, sleep enough, exercise and when you feel like a big piece of mushy poo go see a physician! .. I always say to myself.. It'll go away.. Or the pain isn't THAT bad .. Which isn't always the smartest idea.. Get things checked out. (Do it now before private health takes over!! Not that it will anytime soon.. Juust saying)

Time to go back to bed and rest. Feeling like poo sucks.

- j