just everywhere.

i feel like confetti.

i wished for it.

but in my mind, there was more than just a 'good morning'

- j

i can be artsy too.

take a second to look down, see what's underneath all the glitter.

- j

currently.

Off to vegas + cali.

Wonderland when I get back.

You know you love me.

-j

glitter stained hands.

time over time i try to wash it off,

but the residue remains.

the glint, the sparkle, it's all so enticing.

.. but it's superficial. it's not real.

- j

dirt.

if you're going to be rude to me, i will not hesitate to be rude to you.

you think because you have a position of enforcement that you can treat me like scum. who do you think you are? you want answers? you work for them.

you may think that you're dealing with lowly trash, but in reality you've stooped to that level. badge or not, you're as low as the ground you step on.

- j

release the bubbles.

watch them float away.

- j

i talk just to hear myself speak

okay i have a confession.

i like to vent and express my emotions through blog/fbstatuschanges/bbmstatuschanges.. and just through talking to people and letting them know i'm having a shitty day.

look okay.. people. i know.. i KNOW people who want attention do that kinda stuff.. i get it. i am an attention whore.. oh okay maybe not..

but i have no idea how else to deal with stuff. i dont know how to build an effective wall that is sturdy enough to deny people i love, as much as i want them to go away...

that being said. i feel bad for annoying the shit out of you with my bs.. so im sorry.

and i'm okay if you're all wondering. but im pissed. still very very pissed.

- j

i am going to wait.

of the choices I have been presented with,

none of them are the right ones.

none.

- j

fences.

and so she sits

waiting for the day to come when fences do not surround her.

when barriers disappear and she can be free of injustices.

it only isn't fair, if we do not let it be fair.

- j (image via weheartit)

when you think things are finally over..

they aren't.

burning out.

i am burning out.

- j (image via weheartit)

GOLD GUNS GIRLS

metric.

i don't wanna bend like the bad girls bend

i just wanna be your friend

is it ever gonna be enough?

- j

i have nothing better to post as of yet...

school, work, school work.. homework. assignments and on top of that.. "person".. is .. confusing! oh my life is a big box of confuddled thoughts. so much to do.. so little time.. so little sleep.

this next month is going to drive me tomatoes.

this is what i did last night and today.. my case presentation concept map on rh alloimmunization and breech presentation. cute right? mmmm. (like my stack of timmy's? i won a donut. :D) k off to shower. clinical till ten tonight. :(

- j

save me, i'm lost

show me what i'm looking for...

- carolina liar

we all don't have to believe in the same things, we just have to believe.

- j

HAPPINESS on $10 a day.

for christmas L got me this book called happiness on $10 a day. she bought me the book because i kept on saying "dude im poor!" to her everytime we would want to do anything. it's been a while and i've read a bit of the first couple of pages of this book but said "yeah i'll get to it".

lately, i've been feeling a little crazy. lol yes crazy. so i realized i need to get back to my happy roots and start actually saving to go to mexico. so i've decided to go for the happiness for under 10 dollars and blog about it. yaaay. i'll keep on ranting and update my blog about everything else in my life.. but i think blogging about my $10 a day happiness will but fun :).

so whenever i hang out with someone now, i am going to choose a random activity from this book a blog about it. horray. be excited. be VERY excited. :)

- j

hysterical.

i can sit and laugh and joke.

.. actually. i can sit and laugh and joke with a lot of people. and i never have to worry about what they will think, say or do, because i know that there's such a strong bond of trust between me and these meticulously chosen few.

me and L always joke that we can count our friends with our fingers, because that's the few that we have. in a world where popularity and climbing the ladder of social greatness is what some people emphasize on, i am blessed to even have one trustworthy friend!

I've seen myself be blindsided time and time again from people i thought i trusted and i truly believed cherished my relationship with them. and i'm lucky that i've been able to catch myself through the fall and weed out their drama and ignorance. and trust me, i've tried to be a good friend, but everyone takes things for granted. everyone.

so again, i'm thanking my friends for being able to sit and have a conversation about almost nothing for as long as our eyes stay open.

"it is with you that i can laugh hysterically at everything i see, and everything i don't."

- j

eah'gasmic.

current album:

yeah yeah yeah's - it's blitz.

a perfect example of everything right now. :)

- j

i just realized..

you don't inspire me.

funny.

- j

tendencies.

to get pulled unknowingly into situations involving other peoples emotions.

do i try to make things better? or .. do i just leave it as is

situations tend to correlate at the most convenient times, don't they.

i shouldn't be held responsible for people's inability to pick up after themselves.

i'm not mad. i could be disappointed, but i wont.

i'll just keep on going. whatever happens next, will happen.

- j

qu'elle horror!

last night i had a dream that my teacher gave me back my

long lost pokemon cards and i started crying because i was so happy..

and then i woke up.

found this picture on weheartit. hard core man.. hard core.

maybe i'll get something back that i thought i lost..

mayhaps.

- j