bedouin soundclash ft. coeur de pirate

are you the brutal heart? are you the brutal heart that i've been looking for?

what's my name?

hey boy i wanna see if you can go downtown with a girl like me.

what is worst than fast food?

Usually when I go to mcdonalds, I'm craving something super unhealthy especially since I know it should hit the right spot. These fast food joints are made for quick and easy satisfaction. No commotion. Thankyouverymuch and leave. They are MADE for you to benefit and leave satisfied with every ounce of high unsaturated fattied goodness.

IT IS SUPPOSED TO MAKE YOU FEEL GREAT.

But there are those times you go on, order up, take a bite and for gods sake, this burger is cold, sloppily made and those fries are not fresh at all. So you eat it cause you already purchased it and well you still have a craving to fulfill. But right after you feel like shit cause you're full off of something that was not worth the amount you paid for. Which in turn leaves a bitter taste in your mouth.

What I am trying to get at is.. As my choices of 'fast foods' are limited.. I expected that after one fix of this unhealthy order, I would come home satisfied.

I did it cause I thought I had everything to benefit from it.

However, my body is telling me that I should be healthy and has rejected all that unhealthy goodness I thought would help make all my problems go away.

So.. Here is to mistake #653. A quick fix will not always make up for what you may be lacking in life, or hunger.

all downs go up.

i feel like i am trying, however it's not working in my favor. sort of like i'm trying to be the best i can be but along the way i am overseeing the little things that matter. that's funny.. cause i am one of those people who care about those little details.

i can do this. 5 days to impress. i can do this.

katy perry & elmo

you're up then you're down
you're running around
you're fast then your slow
you're stop then you're go

you're hot then you're cold
you're yes then you're no
you're in then you're out
i'm starting to doubt...

you don't really wanna play, no?
you just really wanna go, oh.

*make up you're mind..

this makes me happy

reflective journal #2: what went well for me: i made one of the patients a stethoscope and name tag for his stuffed armadillo. The fact that the patient and his wife were very appreciative that i played along with their story made my whole week. :)

another needle in the haystack.

let's erase it all and start over.

let's seek what we're really looking for.