LP

thank you for telling me your stories. i hope that i was able to make your day by taking the time to give you care. i know many of the other ladies complained, but it was my job.. and then some. i hope you see your daughter and give her a big hug. now you have family on both sides.

:)

my best friends

make me laugh more than I'd like.. AND most of the time, I'm the joke.. :(

but I love them more than.. weed?. yes. weed. ;)

this happens too many times.

On the first page of a story, the future seemed so bright,

Then this thing turned out so evil, I don't know why I'm still surprised.

Even angels have their wicked schemes, and you take that to new extremes,

But you'll always be my hero, even though you lost your mind.

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn, that's alright because I like the way it hurts,

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry, but that's alright because I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie.

just say i do.

its a beautiful night, we're looking for something dumb to do

hey baby, i think i want to marry you.

is it the look in your eyes, or is it this dancing juice?

who cares baby, i think i wanna marry you.

lovelovelove bruno mars :)

this is being nice.

okay, distraction from my non paper writing.. but.

LOOK YOU ASAINS. (that includes myself.. so this is not a racist rant.)

just because far east movement got big.. does not mean we can all have super faith in ourselves and believe we all can sing and rap. I know of a handful of local asians who can ACTUALLY rap and sing their heart out and they're either reppin' or very low key. HOWEVER. i think those of you who.. feel that you must post youtube videos of yourself singing when you are not too good should take a step back and open your ears.

I'm not going to lie.. once upon a time i thought i would be able to sing.. and i sang my effing heart out while watching the little mermaid... but realistically? during our wonderful karaoke session last week..we all realized how horribly out of tune my voice was. and hey.. i have no problem with that.

so please. stop making my ears bleed.

baby you're a firework.

"after a hurricane, comes a rainbow"

- katy perry

*lovelovelove

i believe in a thing called J2.

"thank god. if it didn't work out in the long run, you would have been screwed. he's a level ten clinger. you can do better."

easy way out doesn't get you anywhere.

la fin.

i am my own demise.

have you ever seen something truly good.. but took everything the wrong way and assumed that it was all just a scheme to destroy you?

i've been battered, bruised and tossed so many times that this grenade is ready to unload.

i don't want to mess up a good thing. not this time.

maybe she's not waiting for him..

this is exactly what i want. everything that you are able to offer, is what i want. but is it something i can see offered from someone else? i am giving into chance, because initially, i did not want any of it. from you that is. past decisions keep on flashing into my mind because i am unable to let go, and i am unable to stop comparing future to the past. so many mistakes have been made, and yes this should move me closer and make me strong but unfortunately, it just messes me up even more. i don't exactly know why my perception of time is so .. off. it's funny because everything recent keeps on falling short of time. everything happens so fast.. is that why it ends as quickly as i realize it is happening? the past was much longer. slower. and.. funny to say has much more meaning. if i see this, why am i so impatient? maybe it's because i want things done quick and fast so that i will not develop long, patient.. loving feelings... as i did once before. all these thoughts just spin into one great big.. anxiety attack.

it's been long awaited what this is. i guess i will just have to wait some more.

*maybe she is waiting for herself..

game changer?

some how I can't believe it's happening.

(: