nothing bad even happened.

i dont know how it came to this.. but now i just want to run away and hide.

i miss you.

you know when you start thinking about something so much you convince yourself that it's not real and you actually hate everything about what you're thinking?

it's not even right to want it, but i do.

all i think of is you.

one of the last pictures I took of apple.

i sat for a long time not knowing what to do.. so i drew.

world cup

I've decided to follow the world cup this year.. apparently spain and england are the countries to cheer for..

addidas x world cup x celebrities

i like :):):)

and since i'm still mourning.. i'm going to rock someone on the field tonight :)

the apple does not fall far from the tree.

apple had babies, and miumiu is the only one we kept.

she's exactly like her mommy, maybe not in looks but personality.

miumiu saw her mommy die..

I promise I'll take care of her k apps?

promise.

pearl jam-last kiss

oh where oh where can my baby be

the lord took her away from me

she's gone to heaven so I got to be good

so I can see my baby when I leave this world.

all apples go to apple heaven

"the apple blossom exists to create fruit; when that comes, the petal falls" -kabir

i love you, wait for me in heaven kay?

i'm not a slut, i just have a big imagination

“People who love only once in their lives are. . . shallow people. What they call their loyalty, and their fidelity, I call either the lethargy of custom or their lack of imagination.”

-Oscar Wilde

ruler of my world.

"I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."

- Marilyn Monroe

the bigger picture

You can try to fill in the voids of your life with random escapades to distract yourself from the demons that may haunt you. However, in the end, like a puzzle missing pieces, you'll never enjoy the full beauty of the finished picture without them.
-S

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Sometimes when I think back, I get annoyed with myself with how I am able to fall for someone time and time again. I take pieces and pick and choose what I like and what I don't like. I'm trying to figure out what's right for me. If it means thinking I'm in love over and over again? Then let it be. Is it every single person I meet? No. No.. No its not. I pick and I choose.. And over the years I've learned to be patient and trust my gut. Now? My gut says work on yourself. Ya, I run into the past every so often and sometimes I miss things.. Sometimes I say what if.. But that happens once in a blue moon. So.. I'm working on me. Love is hurt and hurt lingers. And I am not the only one that feels that. Ok?