hello blog, its me again...

Okay so.. Let's talk about being insecure. Cause I'm really good at it. See when he doesn't say goodnight in a lovey dovey way.. Or if he doesn't express his feelings to me.. Which is never.. I get a little.. Insecure..

Whhhhat do I do?

(Voice of reason) - you stop being insecure cause he definitely likes u. Don't ruin a good thing...!!!

Easier said then done.

unless they agree, it will never be right

Have u ever sat beside someone, practicing saying you love them over in your head.. To see if that exact moment was the right time to say it?

I love you.

... Nope. Its not the right moment yet. Sometimes this flush of emotion comes and I'm like "ya.. Wow maybe its the right time to say it!" But then I realize.. Nope. Heart moving too fast, brain not agreeing.

So maybe I will practice a couple more times.

benefit of the doubt, as always

I think it's kind of strange.. Our friendship. Maybe we both just grew up or something.. But I find it funny that you'll tell me u treat a girl like shit if u don't care for her than tell me that u never treated me shitty.. And then go on to say my bf will probably always be nice to me because that's what boys do when they like girls..

Maybe I'm more surprised we had this conversation and for the first time in a really long time u were my friend..

But who knows haha, you're just hot and cold.. And maybe you're feeling lonely enough for a friend tonight.

storm

And then he crawled next to me and cuddled with me until I was sound asleep. No thunder, lightining or neon skies could scare me now. :)

i cant sleep unless you kiss me goodnight

Once a crazy.. Always a crazy..

choose a path, and rock the walk

i like you thiiiiiiiiiiiiis much :)