Saturday, April 24, 2010

currently.

Off to vegas + cali.

Wonderland when I get back.

You know you love me.

-j

Sunday, April 18, 2010

glitter stained hands.



time over time i try to wash it off,
but the residue remains.

the glint, the sparkle, it's all so enticing.

.. but it's superficial. it's not real.

- j

Thursday, April 15, 2010

dirt.

if you're going to be rude to me, i will not hesitate to be rude to you.

you think because you have a position of enforcement that you can treat me like scum. who do you think you are? you want answers? you work for them.
you may think that you're dealing with lowly trash, but in reality you've stooped to that level. badge or not, you're as low as the ground you step on.

- j

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

youthful insight.


thanks for the cheer up aks. haha this is gold... kid's are very smart. maybe i'll decide to have one after all..



HOW DO YOU DECIDE WHO TO MARRY? (written by kids)

You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like, if you like sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the chips and dip coming. Alan, age 10

WHAT IS THE RIGHT AGE TO GET MARRIED?

Twenty-three is the best age because you know the person FOREVER by then. Camille, age 10

No age is good to get married at. You got to be a fool to get married. Freddie, age 6 (very wise for his age)

HOW CAN A STRANGER TELL IF TWO PEOPLE ARE MARRIED?

You might have to guess, based on whether they seem to be yelling at the same kids. Derrick, age 8

WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR MUM AND DAD HAVE IN COMMON?

Both don’t want any more kids. Lori, age 8

WHAT DO MOST PEOPLE DO ON A DATE?

Dates are for having fun, and people should use them to get to know each other. Even boys have something to say if you listen long enough. Lynnette, age 8 (isn’t she a treasure)

On the first date, they just tell each other lies and that usually gets them interested enough to go for a second date. Martin, age 10 (Who said boys do not have brains)

WHAT WOULD YOU DO ON A FIRST DATE THAT WAS TURNING SOUR?

I’d run home and play dead. The next day I would call all the newspapers and make sure they wrote about me in all the dead columns. Craig, age 9

WHEN IS IT OKAY TO KISS SOMEONE?

When they’re rich. Pam, age 7 (I could not have said it better myself)

The law says you have to be eighteen, so I wouldn’t want to mess with that. Curt, age 7 (Good Point)

The rule goes like this: If you kiss someone, then you should marry them and have kids with them. It’s the right thing to do. Howard, age 8 (Who made the rule)

IS IT BETTER TO BE SINGLE OR MARRIED?

I don’t know which is better, but I’ll tell you one thing. I’m never going to have sex with my wife. I don’t want to be all grossed out. Theodore, age 8 (Too much detail for his age)

It’s better for girls to be single but not for boys. Boys need someone to clean up after them. Anita, age 9 (bless you child)

HOW WOULD THE WORLD BE DIFFERENT IF PEOPLE DIDN’T GET MARRIED?

There sure would be a lot of kids to explain, wouldn’t there? Kelvin, age 8

And the #1 Favourite is……..

HOW WOULD YOU MAKE A MARRIAGE WORK?

Tell your wife that she looks pretty, even if she looks like a truck. Ricky, age 10 (The boy already understands)

here's the link to cruftbucket where this article is taken from.

- j

robot unicorn ATTACK!



click on image to play. :)

i am addicted.
the song is pretty much the best part of the game.
DO IT

- j

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

blindness.


metric.

what it is and where it stops nobody knows
you gave me a life i never chose
i wanna leave but the world wont let me go
wanna leave but the world wont let me go

- j

Monday, April 12, 2010

release the bubbles.


watch them float away.

- j

i talk just to hear myself speak

okay i have a confession.

i like to vent and express my emotions through blog/fbstatuschanges/bbmstatuschanges.. and just through talking to people and letting them know i'm having a shitty day.

look okay.. people. i know.. i KNOW people who want attention do that kinda stuff.. i get it. i am an attention whore.. oh okay maybe not..

but i have no idea how else to deal with stuff. i dont know how to build an effective wall that is sturdy enough to deny people i love, as much as i want them to go away...

that being said. i feel bad for annoying the shit out of you with my bs.. so im sorry.

and i'm okay if you're all wondering. but im pissed. still very very pissed.

- j

Sunday, April 11, 2010

a correlation of events.

one action can lead to a series of unfortunate events. or are they? no matter what, it makes us closer, stronger, and better. scare tactics, unnecessary disturbances.. for what? a silver nickel? immediate satisfaction always comes with long term consequences. smirk all you want. i will cut it off the moment i feel your mouth slightly quiver. this is nothing compared to what you will live with. and what you will die into.

it may take years for us to build it, it may burn down.
the roof may cave in, and we may lose the will to work.
but patience and passion is on our side. we have each other.
and you will be left with nothing. you will hang.
you will die in sorrow.

- j

Friday, April 9, 2010

i am going to wait.


of the choices I have been presented with,

none of them are the right ones.

none.

- j

Monday, April 5, 2010

fences.


and so she sits
waiting for the day to come when fences do not surround her.
when barriers disappear and she can be free of injustices.

it only isn't fair, if we do not let it be fair.

- j (image via weheartit)