DISLIKE

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vamipires suck!

new trend: teens biting and sucking their partners blood due to twilight?

so in a nuttshell its pretty much what is written. apparently the glorification of having bite marks and drinking blood has brainwashed teens do to that exact thing. that's gross. are you guys stupid? do you KNOW how many diseases are transmitted through blood exchange? HIV? Hepatitis? oh my gosh there are so many more i can name. and yes i know there's only 3 of you who actually read my blog.. but god if you know anyone who does this. PLEASE tell them to stop. that's actually disgusting. honestly accessible health care should not be offered to kids who do this.

for the whole story, read it here.

i've opened up just a little.

& i'm trusting you won't cross the lines.

B is correct.

word of the day: clarity.

makes for a lighter heart. :)

touch myself, and it's alright.*

i know i've complaining a lot about things to do with finding the right guy. i'd be lying if it wasn't on my mind however as for the other things going on in my life, i couldn't be happier.

school is stressful, but after last weeks downfall everything seems to now be doing well. family is doing well. friends are fantastic. and i am also able to manage working all at the same time. and im not gonna lie, i think all this business is helping me lose weight!

so here's to having (almost) everything and being happy and humble. :)

*stars in her eyes cause we're having a good time, so happy i could die.

ask and find out.

okay so maybe i jumped the gun and only thought of myself.

i hope things get better for you. i've offered my arms to you. let's see if you'll take them.

also.. i passed my osce. WOOT.

new week, new outlook

:) im excited for this week. evenings, season premiers, girls nights. am i missing something? oh ya soccer starts this week! i hope.. as long as the snow doesn't show up..

did i mention our rec team won league champs? woot.

happy week to you!

don't go chasing trains with no destination.

baby, you have so much to give.

but remember.

give it all, where it is wanted.

you're the stream.

this is retarded. i'm supposed to be concentrating on school but all i can think is how.. stupid i feel. there's nothing i can do about it and i'm disappointed in myself that i came off ... in a non alluring way to you. did you know i pretty much shut my interests in other people for you? ya. and it's not like you're a step up from them either. if you really think about it.. you're totally the opposite from the mold. and it's not like my interest in you is going to go away right away.. you're sort of the first person that i've felt was sincere for a long time. but it sucks because i guess my assumptions were wrong.

"no point in crying over spilled milk" ..

love is evil, spell it backwards ill show ya.

space bound - eminem

it was c.

i guess you were just being nice.

going through changes

i love eminem.

gotta hustle

i dont know how you can just drive up to someone who you think needs a fix, give them a taste and gain a new investment. does it hurt you to know that they're throwing away their money and lives to get this high that you've introduced them to? when they can't pay, they give you something like a wedding ring to hold on to until they can give you what's due? i don't care if it's just simple things such as smokes or hard things like pills and powder. either way does it not bother you that maybe a little girl or boy will be coming home to a parent who isn't conscious enough to make them a meal? how families have to watch these people string out and go through changes just to get back to the high they were once introduced to by you?

you don't care. that's the thing. it's just money to you. their choice is their choice right? all you do is supply and wait for another phone call from them so that you can go can make a deal. that's why things are so messed up. you're not the one that has to meet these people day after day in hospitals, and they clammy, dizzy and unaware of where they are. all they know is they need something to get their minds back to a state where they can forget everything. So many people struggle with this every day, and more people die and struggle keeping this life style active, than there are people who turn their lives around. and to you, its a job to you. no feelings for the customer. you think you're doing these people a favor, but you're not. did you know that?

she said to me.

i can feel your heart beat.

enrique iglesias ft. nicole sherzinger.

i can feel your heart beat.

i don't like slow progression.. but i do like you.

you make me happy :)

entwined

they only hold your hand for

a) for poon or

b) because they actually like you.

now i know the difference between the two. i hope.

unless it's c) cause you're just being nice

fraidy cat.

i dont know if change is what i need.. or what i want.

if you put all the other lists together.. you would see a trend. and all those trends include.. an end.

so do i try something new? something different? something that goes against my ideals?

cause what's best isn't always what's right, right? and what's right isn't always what's best?

this is scary.

i love friday.

j: "how does pac man eat the ghosts?"

l: "he eats the apple first"

j:"right.. cause pac man has to eat the dot before the ghosts cause u can't eat ghosts but zombies are flesh and blood."

l:"that's deep man.