you're the stream.

this is retarded. i'm supposed to be concentrating on school but all i can think is how.. stupid i feel. there's nothing i can do about it and i'm disappointed in myself that i came off ... in a non alluring way to you. did you know i pretty much shut my interests in other people for you? ya. and it's not like you're a step up from them either. if you really think about it.. you're totally the opposite from the mold. and it's not like my interest in you is going to go away right away.. you're sort of the first person that i've felt was sincere for a long time. but it sucks because i guess my assumptions were wrong.

"no point in crying over spilled milk" ..