this is different

high school musical 3 or he's just not that into you.. whichever one will heal my smitten heart.

i forgot your name

oh my god .. i think i am in love. and i'm never going to ever see you again! :(

summer is here

let's get this show on the road!

four just about down, one to go.

one more. ONE. MORE!

scream out your name, for you to hear nothing

how is it that the people you want to care the most, are the ones that don't?

why?

you're supposed to be there, and tell me that everything is alright. you're supposed to be happy when i accomplish something, and encourage me to be the best i can be. you're supposed to support me in everything i do.

you're not supposed to be ashamed of everything that has happened since you married him. you're not supposed to say that you don't care and that you can do without us.

i just dont fucking get it.

this makes me laugh

"SHUT UP WILL. I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY!"

fingers crossed

im freaking out. this is such a big girl step! i hope i do well!!

what if what we had, was all we were meant to be?

untitled

Maybe they're right. You don't want what you can have.

it's a confidence thing.

it's so hard not to look around me and compare myself to everything else. i wish i was perfect. with perfect hair, skin, body, smile, eyes. i wish i was appealing where i wouldn't have to try to look decent, because i knew that i looked beautiful no matter what. sometimes i wish i looked like all the other girls.

it's frustrating. maybe it's just loneliness. who knows. i just need to work hard.

a wise person once said "a warm body, is better than no body"

this is why i can't commit.

i don't know who to trust. the nice guy who knows what i like, and knows how to make me smile, but doesn't know how to get his life together, or the guy who just uses friendship for what he sees is worth it but has been there since the beginning. actually, i know who to trust. i just tend to rely on the other when one lets me down. how sad is that? that's why i can't have a boyfriend. because i let myself live in this tunnel of whateverthefuckyouwannacallit and complain, and fight with myself because i don't know if i'm happy or not. as with the rest of the world, i'm just going to let nature run it's course.

you're not one to talk

i get the feeling that you're embarrassed of me somehow..

i know i'm not the most attractive person, but hell i am not a monster.