gotta hustle

i dont know how you can just drive up to someone who you think needs a fix, give them a taste and gain a new investment. does it hurt you to know that they're throwing away their money and lives to get this high that you've introduced them to? when they can't pay, they give you something like a wedding ring to hold on to until they can give you what's due? i don't care if it's just simple things such as smokes or hard things like pills and powder. either way does it not bother you that maybe a little girl or boy will be coming home to a parent who isn't conscious enough to make them a meal? how families have to watch these people string out and go through changes just to get back to the high they were once introduced to by you?

you don't care. that's the thing. it's just money to you. their choice is their choice right? all you do is supply and wait for another phone call from them so that you can go can make a deal. that's why things are so messed up. you're not the one that has to meet these people day after day in hospitals, and they clammy, dizzy and unaware of where they are. all they know is they need something to get their minds back to a state where they can forget everything. So many people struggle with this every day, and more people die and struggle keeping this life style active, than there are people who turn their lives around. and to you, its a job to you. no feelings for the customer. you think you're doing these people a favor, but you're not. did you know that?