patience.

Me and my good friend patience.. We do not get along.

At all.

So after having dinner with good ol jdub last night.. He goes
"Maybe this is a lesson for you.. To be patient"

Since when do I ever take advice from jdub? But in this situation.. I think he's right. And I think all the signs just point to.. Confusion. And learning how to .. Love someone? Bahhh

Fml.

I couldn't sleep last night cause all I could do is think. And wait. And have hope. But then give up hope. *bighsighoffrustration*

Gotta wait it out. I guess :(

Rawr. Thanks jdub and esp. Khokhonuts. Seriously.. I should pay them for excellent friendship/ therapy. <3

- j